Thursday, September 04, 2003

Julia

I stumbled upon photos of her in my pc, I didn't want to look at them because that would make me miss her even more. So I created a new folder for the pictures and I named it Cheyenne Gallery. That would be like a stop sign and I wouldn't dare open it... but there's one picture I couldn't help but look at, it was a picture of her, Averill (her nephew) and Lola Julia. Believe it or not I've grown to love the people close to her. I miss Averill. I miss her terribly... and I miss Lola Julia too... I wonder how she's doing, she's now in Australia and the last time we talked about her, she told me she barely even gets up from her bed. And so I this song for her. It's an old Beatles song that not every Beatles fan know about, It's a song John wrote for his mom. Now I sing it for Lola Julia...

JULIA
The Beatles
White Album

D Bm7 F#m7
Half of what I say is meaningless
D Bm7 F#m7 A7
But I say it just to reach you Julia
D Bm7 Am Am7 B7 Gm7(9) Gm7
Julia, Julia, ocean child calls me
D Bm7 F#m7 A7
So I sing a song of love, Julia
D Bm7 Am Am7 B7 Gm7(9) Gm7
Julia, seashell eyes, windy smile calls me
D Bm7 F#m7 A7 D
So I sing a song of love, Julia

BRIDGE:
C#m D
Her hair of floating sky is shimmering
Bm7 Bm6 F#m2 F#m F#m(D) F#m
Glimmering, in the sun

D Bm7 Am Am7 B7 Gm7(9) Gm7
Julia, Julia, morning moon touch me
D Bm7 F#m7 A7 D
So I sing a song of love, Julia
D Bm7 F#m
When I cannot sing my heart
D Bm7 F#m7 A7
I can only speak my mind, Julia
D Bm7 Am Am7 B7 Gm7(9) Gm7
Julia, sleeping sand, silent cloud touch me
D Bm7 F#m7 A7
So I sing a song of love, Julia
D Bm7 Am Am7 B7 Gm7(9) Gm7
Mmm ... Calls me
D Bm7 A D A D F#m7 A7 Dmaj7
So I sing a song of love for Julia, Julia, Julia

Rain fell at 3:02 pm

**11*09**

Medley

This songs best describes what I'm feeling right now...
Sometimes there's nothing you can do but sing your
heart out, hindi totoong nauubos ang luha...
kakanta na lang ako


Out here on my own
Irene Cara

Sometimes I wonder where I've been,
Who I am,
Do I fit in.
Make believein' is hard alone,
Out here on my own.

We're always provin' who we are,
Always reachin'
For that risin' star
To guide me far
And shine me home,
Out here on my own.

When I'm down and feelin' blue,
I close my eyes so I can be with you.
Oh, baby be strong for me;
Baby belong to me.
Help me through.
Help me need you.

Until the morning sun appears
Making light
Of all my fears,
I dry the tears
I've never shown,
Out here on my own.

But when I'm down and feelin' blue,
I close my eyes so I can be with you.
Oh, baby be strong for me;
Baby, belong to me.
Help me through.
Help me need you.

Sometimes I wonder where I've been,
Who I am,
Do I fit in.
I may not win,
But I can't be thrown,
Out here on my own,

Out here on my own.

Unwell
Matchbox Twenty

All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me

I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell

Best I've ever had
Vertical Horizon

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever...

Rain fell at 6:08 pm

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