Ready now

I'm ready now,
to open my heart
once more
;to face the world
without you

I'm ready now,
to love and risk
getting hurt again
;to start my life
anew

I'm ready now,
to leave your
memories behind
;to look back
and smile...

Because I know in
my heart I gave it all
for you...
And I can give it all
again.

The dreams we dreamt
won't die nor will it
fade with our love
but will live on,
as long as there is
you and me.

I'm ready now,
to love and let go
to dream and believe
in love again.
to live my life
without you

++_ _+_ _++

This song is for her... every word, every line I sing for her...

In my life
Lennon-McCartney

There are places I'll remember
All my life though some have changed
Some forever not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places have their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I've loved them all

But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more

Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more
In my life I love you more

rain fell at 11:58 am

I dig this song, This was one of the winners of the Himig Handog Love Songs contest Written by Ted Reyes & Jeff Antiporda and interpreted by none other than Rico Blanco... I really like this song, I've just finished downloading this song and it's still playing in my head...

Sing with me...

Bye Bye Na

Eto na ang gabi
na ikaw ay aalis
at iiwan mo ako

Sa lahat ng gabi
Ito ang ayaw dumating
sana ay umaga na

Tatawagan mo pa rin ba 'ko
Susulatan mo pa ba ako
Tayo parin ba 'ng dawala
Kahit... na

Bye bye na
aalis ka na
Bye bye na rin ba
sa ating alaala

Meron kang makikita
mas higit pa sa akin
pag ika'y malayo na

Wag mong lilimutin na narito lang ako
hawak ang larawan mo

so long...?

++_ _+ _ _++

It takes time to heal...
Takes time to gather strength...
to face and look up at the sky at the world...

It would take time to be whole again...

rain fell at 1:22 am

From the grave

HI!

It's been so long, I don't where to start, but I must say that I really missed writing. Anyway what prompted me to speak and rise from the grave were your voices, calling out... I know most of you guys are worried sick about what happened to me. but I am fine, I guess I can say that now...

I'm fine.

A week ago (Feb.11 to be exact) some of my writings from this very same spot was published in the 2bu section of the Inquirer newspaper. Thanks to re: Pam Pastor who happens to be the Chief of Correspondents of that column who picked my ramblings and published my tear's work at PDI... Seein' how badly bruised I was 6 months ago just gave me enough reason to be thankful that I survived and that I can smile now...

A part of that I owe to you who patiently browsed my everyday rants...

I am not saying goodbye, though I sound like I am.

I just don't know how to start, coz I feel like I owe you guys at least the gist of what happened to me during my month long hiatus...

But I'm here now...

I'm back, from the grave.

Maybe somehow you can help me rearrange my life...

Like scattered pieces of a lifesized jigsaw puzzle...

Thank you for stickin with me.

Now I'm stucked with you too...

darkness fell at 11:55 pm