Countdown to November 9... 12 days to go

I'm scared.
Now more than ever.
I'm scared of losing her or have I lost her that day she stepped out of the car and I'm just too blind to see.
... that all I have now are the my false hopes that she's still comin' back... and that my misery would finaly end.
Or is it just the beginning of another struggle? another fight with oblivion?
God help me!
...

**11*09**

Come Around
Rhett Miller

I'm dressed all in blue
And I'm remembering you
And the dress you wore
When you broke my heart

I'm depressed upstairs
And I'm remembering where
And when, and how, and why
You have to go so far

Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Unless you come around
So come around

I'm dressed all in white
And I remember the night
You came on to me
And opened up my heart

I was hollow then
'Til you filled me in
Now I'm empty again
I should have never let it start

Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Unless you come around
So come around

No one else can fix me
Although sometimes my heart tricks me
Into thinking someone else will do
But you're the only one
You are the only one

Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Unless you come around
So come around
So come around
So come around

I'm dressed all in blue
And I'm remembering you
And the dress you wore
When you broke my heart ...

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