I missed a post yesterday...

and I felt bad...

That's the problem with me,

I get attached to things too quickly

It's like my day wouldn't be complete

if I couldn't scream my pain...

Am I losing my mind?

**11*09**

Papa's birthday today

62 na sana siya ngayon

I miss him... at first I didn't

think we'd go along well

but it turned out

in the end that he wants

me for his daughter...

Parang nawalan ako ng kakampi

He told me he knew how much

I love his daughter, how much I love her...

I remember him saying

"alagaan mo si eyen... gusto ko sanang

makita na maayos na kayo pero hindi ko na kaya"

He died a day after...

Happy Birthday Papa!

I'll always remember you...

**11*09**

I wish the promise

still remains

whatever we talked about

that night

it's what keeps me going

why I struggle to survive

I breathe for November...

Sana bukas na yon


**11*09**

This song keeps playing in my head, Sometimes even if I don't
wanna sing it, I find myself in the middle of it's lines...
This song is for her...

Shiver
(coldplay)

So I looked in your direction,
But you paid me no attention, do you.
I know you don't listen to me.
'cause you say you see straight me, don't you.

On and on from the moment I wake,
To the moment I sleep,
I'll be there by your side,
Just you try and stop me,
I'll be waiting in line,
Just to see if you care.

Did she want me to change?
Yeah I change for good.
And I want you to know.
But you always get your way,
I wanted to say,

[Chorus]

Don't you Shiver? Shiver, Shiver
I'll always be waiting for you,

So you know how much I need ya,
But you never even see me, do you?
And this is my final chance of getting you.

On and on from the moment I wake,
To the moment I sleep,
I'll be there by your side,
Just you try and stop me,
I'll be waiting in line,
Just to see if you care.

Did she want me to change?
Yeah I change for good.
And I want you to know.
But you always get your way,
I wanted to say,


[Chorus]

Sing it loud and clear.
I'll always be waiting for you. [x3]
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you.

And it's you I see, but you don't see me.
And it's you I hear, so loud and clear.
I sing it loud and clear.
And I'll always be waiting for you,.

So I look in your direction,
But you pay me no attention,
And you know how much I need you,
But you never even seen me.

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